was hardly online at all this weekend.
i have some vague and partly visceral feeling that i'm in a state of things building up, and that i'm maybe, perhaps unwisely, keeping them from spilling over or exploding out by limiting what i add, vs. letting loose. and you know, honestly, i really have nothing specific in mind when i say that, nor even a category of thing(s). it's a vague expression of a vague sensation that's a little bit physical, and subtly on the radar of my consciousness, but in a most fuzzy focus.
it's groundhog day. happy groundhog day, everyone.