June 16th, 2020

ella chin in hand

Bow Tie Tuesday

Just remembered I hadn't posted this.  I did get a tie around my neck today.  Here it is.



I waited to see if any of the gang started a thread.  We had one other tie wearer today.  One who didn't wear one last week.  The one nobody tells that his bow tie photos are always sideways.

I'm entirely going through the motions.  This is true not just for the putting on of the tie.  And my knee is getting better, and my back has been better, and the weather has been good.  Yet the sense of pointlessless has swelled; seems to be swelling.  It scares me.  It's just how it is, and I don't like it.

Late this afternoon I did have a visit from the natural gardening guy Beth turned me on to.  He's not off-put by the jungle.  It's just that it's gonna take a good chunk of my fledgling savings to engage him and the rest of his not-poison crew.  I like him.  Also he was a human being I spoke to in person.  A new human being.

How the fuck am I gonna make it until the vaccine.