March 26th, 2020

flower

hug thought

It's going to be a long time before I experience another hug.  I may very well have hugged my last hug!

The prospect of never being hugged again, never hugging anyone again--- it was it own shock, when it popped into my head this evening.

There's a fair amount of hugging in queer subculture and in recovery communities.  I suppose I've been spoiled, with not-uncommon hugging through the years, however single I am, however not especially close to anyone around me.  But I like hugging.

These thoughts --- there are hundreds of thoughts like these, lurking out there like so much stealthy virus.