August 17th, 2011

ferndale bar lisa

"Please perceive me in this fashion."

Y'ever notice how much/often we put that kind of thing out there?

Sometimes I feel less cooperative than others with respect to playing along, when someone else seems to me to be doing that.

I know I may see such a thing there when it's really a side effect of people putting out there who they are, but I think you maybe know what I mean, when it crosses some kind of line, toward requesting a certain regard.  Petulantly I am sometimes wont to regard the person in the opposite fashion, just for having so transparently suggested to begin with that I regard her/him in a certain light.

I feel petty about it, but there it is.

Pain returned for me a couple of days ago, after giving me a few days off.  I'm not doing really well with it.