October 8th, 2008


up late again, again

I had headache trouble again today, particularly in the late afternoon. Not as bad as yesterday, but bad enough. In hopes it might help, I stopped the caffeine by 2:00 and intended---as I'd vowed this morning, struggling to get out of bed---to hit the hay tonight like a good girl, maybe midnight-ish, anyhow early enough to get a good hunka hours before rise-and-shine (a.k.a. "drag-to-vertical-and-moan"). Now I look up and see I've stayed up for hours re-reading, in an echo of a night, last year, I stayed up for hours reading.

Such pain there. And now here, too, in relation. I am at a loss. Far away, and very close; too far away, and too close.

For so long I longed to cry easily. Now I can, but there's no ease in it.
bad santa

Google snapshot

Did you see Google has its 2001 index available today, as part of its anniversary celebration?

Maybe the most share-worthy of my experiments so far: "fat activism" then got 158 hits, vs. 7860 now; "fat acceptance" has gone from 7,960 to 2,130,000.

What else to try... Got any good ones, anybody?

The #1 hit for "American idol" in 2001 was a page about Red Green.

"Sarah Palin": zero hits.