It all started when I thought-felt, leaving the office, how the dog wasn't waiting for me at home, needing me to come take care of her.
There is a huge benefit to a selfish bent, satisfied to make yourself happy, able to do it, knowing what you want all on your own and gleefully going out and getting it, when you can, which I guess has to be a good bit of the time or you wouldn't be satisfied.
It sounds like I'm not making any sense, doesn't it.
I got talked down tonight. And I ate pizza. And I'm wiped out.
Typing about breaking down put together for me that the "breakdown" in "nervous breakdown" is from that verb construction, to break down, as in "I break down, you break down, she/he/it breaks down, We break down, you plural break down, they break down; I broke down, you broke down, she/he/it broke down, We broke down, you plural broke down, they broke down; I have broken down ... I had broken down ... I will have broken down ... I will break down ... I am breaking down ... I was breaking down ... I have been breaking down ... I had been breaking down ... I will have been breaking down ... I will be breaking down ... "